MeadowLark

By the fleet foxes

Meadowlark, fly your way down,

I hold a cornucopia and a golden crown

for you to wear upon your fleece'd gown.

Ah meadowlark, sing to me.

Hummingbird, just let me die,

Inside the broken holes of your olive eyes.

I do believe you gave it your best try.

Ah hummingbird, sing to me.

Hmm.

Ah hummingbird, sing to me.

Don't believe a word that I haven't heard;

Little children laughin' at the boys and girls;

The meadowlark singin' to you each and ev'ry day;

The archon on the hillside and the market in the hay.

Ooo.

Balance

Avoidance does not show courage.

Lack of response to your hearts request does not show love.

Rejection of Gods gifts in life does not show respect.

Not understanding the balance of your light and dark shows promise and progress.

My Goddess Mantra

Come away from the Dark, angel,

Come away, princess...

Don't stay in the Dark, sweet little girl.

Come on, sweetheart,

See the Lightness of life?

Come with me, honeypie and be washed in light.

Me

I like my walk to reflect the song i have in my ears!

I sometimes sit and stare at myself with ages

I dont like waiting in queues

I dont like people staring at me

I hate slow computers

I like new accessories

I love being anywhere in Paris

I like forcing my confidence

I like watching bloopers and outtakes

I dont like my furniture being moved (even by an inch)

I like being the first one to cross the road at crossings

I like to dream

I like to daydream

I like sharing ither peoples good news

I like to take a bath for hours whilst reading a book and constantly topping up the hot water!

I like sitting out my window on lazy sunny afternoons

I like watching people

I like writing

I like learning

...

tbc

...

Huh.

Overwhelmed by lonliness

Overcrowded by people

Woods

I'm in the forrest

Hidden by the trees

No time to plan my path

No time to sit. Rest.

I can see the source of light on the horizon

As easy to reach as the moon

I run, the further it seems

But no time to plan my path

No time to sit and rest

I'm losing my breath

Panic and fear

The unattainable light dancing in the distance

Laughing at my foolish attempt.

Still, the moon, the stars, the night grows ever stronger.

I contemplate resting with the ever brightly shining stars in constant abundance

The safe familiar face of the nights moon.

Staring straight up, the thick leaves and blazing light melt around me

The comfort of a blanket

I let it fill my eyes and my mind.

Why would i turn and look at the truth around me?

Ditty

When theres no one left around you , call me.

When the red man wont turn green for you, call me. 

Theres no one with you anymore

The walls you built so strong to protect you

Have kept the world away

Take them down one brick at a time and build yourself a home.

You listen to your inner child

Well, grow up and listen to you.

Trust you.

Its what the kid would want.

Hold on to the past to never forget, 

But forgive.

Take the lessons one stab at a time and enjoy the warmth of your blood.

The world around you is your soul perspective

If your sad make yourself happy

If your hurt find yourself a bandage

If your angry make yourself forgive

If your lonely find yourself another half.

I want to know love

I want to feel

I want to feel

I want to feel

I want to be found and caught 

To be set free.

Swept away on delicious thoughts 

But with no promises

Losing yourself in the dream

No one but you to keep your feet on the ground

Not having a chance to let him catch you up

Deciding on the future not knowing how it would really happen. 

Hmm...

Why do i keep hitting myself over the head with a hammer? Because it feels good to stop.

Wish List

I have been single for quite some time. I suppose I'm a contradiction. I'm a believer that if you put yourself out to the universe and say 'I'm ready for some loving!' that people will be drawn to that and you'll get a man. However, i say i do this...I'm not sure to what extent. I know i don't enjoy being single - yet i have said no to every man recently who has asked me out. There is always (what i believe) to be good reasons! So does that cancel out the open vibes I'm trying to commit to? I don't know. If i did i wouldn't be single! 

Anyway, in seeking the positive outlook i thought to do a wish list. A list of simple things that i would like to become part of my life. I hope that by writing them down, it will encourage it to happen. Or for me to find it. And I'm not naive enough to think i'll get em all! Just a few would be nice. 

So here they are.

Someone to charm me

Someone who takes me off guard with their love

Someone who will write me  love letters

Someone i wont have to explain to

Someone who'll hold my hand first

Someone who will take me on and win (sometimes)

Someone who will bring me tea in bed

Someone who will find me

Someone that fits me

Someone that can flirt

Someone with manners

Someone who gives good massages

Someone with a passion

Someone who will take me to Paris

Someone who believes in me when i don't

Not a lot really, right? Right?