Wish List

I have been single for quite some time. I suppose I'm a contradiction. I'm a believer that if you put yourself out to the universe and say 'I'm ready for some loving!' that people will be drawn to that and you'll get a man. However, i say i do this...I'm not sure to what extent. I know i don't enjoy being single - yet i have said no to every man recently who has asked me out. There is always (what i believe) to be good reasons! So does that cancel out the open vibes I'm trying to commit to? I don't know. If i did i wouldn't be single! 

Anyway, in seeking the positive outlook i thought to do a wish list. A list of simple things that i would like to become part of my life. I hope that by writing them down, it will encourage it to happen. Or for me to find it. And I'm not naive enough to think i'll get em all! Just a few would be nice. 

So here they are.

Someone to charm me

Someone who takes me off guard with their love

Someone who will write me  love letters

Someone i wont have to explain to

Someone who'll hold my hand first

Someone who will take me on and win (sometimes)

Someone who will bring me tea in bed

Someone who will find me

Someone that fits me

Someone that can flirt

Someone with manners

Someone who gives good massages

Someone with a passion

Someone who will take me to Paris

Someone who believes in me when i don't

Not a lot really, right? Right?